These days I am indecisive. Normally I am not used to stay next to my family but at now I have no any reason to go back immediately. I had trouble while I was working to come next to my family. I am not having trouble anymore I have to get used to live without working. When I was working there I told myself many times. Stop being a slave by working here anymore. Don't keep working. I've worked there in order to have experience to the next levels. I was aware that I've completed my mission. There is not going to give me a new concrete contribution. I knew that but I didn't do anything to change. It's too bad to being aware and not to do anything to change it. Than I kept working. Anyway I stopped doing exercises by the way. I don't do exercises about for 20 days. This is too much. I should've done some exercises when I have free times.