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• (Polak Kız)
Please don’t write me back. Just read it. I LOVE YOU Fata I am writing to You just for my recover, just to cure my mind and my heart.
Love conquers all. But just when we talk about real, both sides love.
Fata, I know You don’t care about my broken heart and feelings I have for You. Because if You do, I am sure You won’t destroy this beautiful relation that was between Us. And You would never leave me. But You left me, and I know it’s because You don’t love me enough, or probably this is more true- You don’t like me- maybe even at all. I hope that at least You had good fun with me, and great fun with playing with my heart, feelings. I think You do. Congratulations. Now You can talk nice stories to Your very important friends. By the way- what honest friend tells You something that was in the past, before we met each other, what has nothing to do with Us? And really do You think he is is real, good friend because of it? If it is (My Friend)- think, maybe he did it because he knew (Her Friend) doesn’t want him, and he saw how strong feeling are between You and me- and maybe he was just jealous. Who ever it was, he knows Your strong character and he knew that You will not accept that (there was no sense to inform you about it at all). And now I am suffering, because someone wanted to put anger in Your heart and mind. And You let him to do it! And You didn’t choose me…so it means I am not important to You. It hurts so badly to know that… If You really love someone, you let it be and You wait to see how it works. But if You don’t love You leave the person without any chance for love. I never met somebody so Perfect like You in my life. You are just The Best I love You. I love Your beautiful character. I love Your body. I love Your mentality. I love so much the way You behaved in front of me and way You treated me with full respect (in good times, before You left me). Fata- I was sure that You had the same beautiful feelings for me like I still have for You And it hurts so badly to know that I was wrong. I want You to know that You broke my heart into thousands pieces. I never felt before like that- so upset, so depressed, so bad, crying every second You come to my mind. I think it’s because You always looked at me with this eyes full of love, I felt love in your passionate kisses, gentle touch, wild and strong hugs…You know exactly how to touch my body and each time You did it with passion. I don’t know how to forget You! I adore You. You are to deep in my heart and mind. I lost my mind for You…And I hate the feeling that You left in my heart and You just walked away. You have no idea how much I love You. I think You completely know how great power You have over me. In your arms I felt real happiness. It’s not fair that You put my love for You into trash bin. I hope that one day You’ll stop affecting me. I will never forget my feelings for You, but in the same time I know there is no sense to keep them, when You don’t care about me and You haven’t any feelings for me. It’s hard to accept after all beautiful moments with You that I am not what You need. I LOVE YOU. I wish You the same love I have for You- real, honest, unconditional and forever. Hope You’ll find it one day… Good Luck My Hunny Bunny
P.S.: I am sorry for that day when I asked You for last kisses, touch, to make love with me for last time. I wanted it so much just to keep beautiful memories about You in my head. Anyway thank You for every second I spend with You Yes, I want to hold back the passion that I shared with You. I want to stay in your arms forever. But not when You don’t want- because it won’t be the same. All the Best!
• 18 Mart
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18/03/2014 11:24
(Polak Kız)
Fata- world is very small Warsaw is incredibly small... I guess that one day accidently we'll meet somewhere in this city:) I don't want to pretend that we don't know each other:) You mean to much to me and I ask You for not ignoring me when we'll meet... because it will hurt so much ;( Just say hallo, greet me I want to keep in my mind and my heart all the beautiful memories I have about You:) You know, I couldn't resist to send You those pictures and songs that remind me about You each time I hear them... At the 2nd picture (You with eyes closed), You look like real Teddy Bear Take care
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18/03/2014 11:25
(Polak Kız)
• Cumartesi
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29/03/2014 02:56
Fata
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29/03/2014 02:56
Fata
I dont trust anything you said. I was thinkng about to apologize and make a new start. But now i understand that you are just looking for someone to have fun. Good luck. Now i see you in capitol and you are doing the same stuff that you doneto me in 55 to that white tshirt guy. I think he is your new Teddy bear. All the thing you said were just lies. I know it now. You said i hurted you but do you know that you hurted me much??? Good luck sweetheart
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29/03/2014 03:14
Fata
Now i am leaving because of you again. Do i have to see you in everywhere that i go :S
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29/03/2014 05:02
Fata
I would prefer to die rather than living these things with you.
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29/03/2014 05:25
Fata
I dont know why I regret now. I cant get you out of my head.
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29/03/2014 06:18
Fata
it has been 6.18 and i cant sleep :S
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29/03/2014 06:20
Fata
i hope you are not someone right now
you are not with someone right now
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29/03/2014 06:41
(Polak Kız)
Fata- You know that my feelings for You are real, and You decided to put them in the trash bin. You left me- I respect your decision, even if it hurts me sooo much. I hate this pain in my heart and mind and I am just trying to forget You.
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29/03/2014 06:44
Fata
I know you are trying to forget, i am also doing that. But i want u to know that i get crazy when i see you with someone.
I am thinking that you are with someone in your bed which we made love and i get crazy
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29/03/2014 06:47
(Polak Kız)
You left me so why do You care?
It doesn't matter for You I guess.
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29/03/2014 06:48
Fata
Just tell me the truth it will be easier for me
And you are right i am the guilty one here...
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29/03/2014 06:50
29/03/2014 06:52
Fata
An answer would be better
I think you are with that guy who has white tshirt and glasses
It is so obvious that you dont care
Okey
After now i will stop to write to you
Sorry for disturbing
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29/03/2014 06:59
(Polak Kız)
Think what You want. You broke my heart and stop caring who is in my bed.
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29/03/2014 07:03
Fata
I am really sorry for that Polak kız and I should kill myself coz life is always giving me impossible choices. I am really sorry. I wish that all these happenings were just a dream...
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29/03/2014 07:05
(Polak Kız)
You took decision for both off us without discussing it with me.
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29/03/2014 07:06
Fata
Yes you are right i have no comment for this...
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29/03/2014 07:06
(Polak Kız)
You just decided to leave me, then You informed me about it. Because I love You, I respect your decision.
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29/03/2014 07:07
Fata
And that is what makes it really difficult,, saying i love you...
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29/03/2014 07:08
(Polak Kız)
If I know that my feelings are nothing for You, I also wish that all these beautiful moments with You were just a dream...
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29/03/2014 07:09
Fata
Okey we should stop talking now, otherwise i cant sleep today... you dont even know what i am thinking and feeling just forget it. I promise i will not disturb you again. I will just say hi when i see you
Good bye sweetheart
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29/03/2014 07:12
(Polak Kız)
As You wish. I respect your decision. Anyway You don't give me a choice ...
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29/03/2014 07:13
Fata
Every comment that you make is breaking me into thousands pieces...
Congratz you made me cry...
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29/03/2014 07:17
(Polak Kız)
I don't think so, I think You are playing with my feelings. Fata- it's really hard for me. Just imagine how many tears I cried because of You...
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29/03/2014 07:19
Fata
Polak kız please dont think like that... That makes me feel really bad...
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29/03/2014 07:20
(Polak Kız)
You made me think and feel like that.
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29/03/2014 07:22
Fata
U know what i am thinking about the oceans but cant even write about the rivers... that is who i am
I couldnt be a man that can show his feelings and i think i wont be able to...
So please dont judge me about playing with your feelings... other everything you said is true.
I left you.. i didnt give you a chance and so on... please forgive me...
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29/03/2014 07:27
(Polak Kız)
Fata- You play with my feelings. I don't like it. but I started to ignore it. For You it was sexual adventure with me and I am just upset that I let myself for giving You my Love which You throw away like a trash,. Now I am more carefull.
I already forgave You.

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29/03/2014 07:31
Fata
Ok (Polak Kız)... i understand u dont believe me.. but just think that why am i getting crazy and upset when i see you with someone?? And for about 4 hours i only wanted something from god that i wanted to hug you for the last time
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29/03/2014 07:31
(Polak Kız)
I never kept anger for You in my heart, because my feelings for You are to strong and beautiful. I told You - i respect your decision even if it costs me huge pain in my heart.
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29/03/2014 07:34
Fata
You are sooooo good that i will never forgive myself because of the things that i did to you...
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29/03/2014 07:35
(Polak Kız)
It's ok.
Fata- I want You to hug me all the time.
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29/03/2014 07:37
Fata
I wanna sleep now... i hope that everything was just a bad dream...
And i will forget it when i wake up..
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29/03/2014 07:38
(Polak Kız)
As You wish...
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29/03/2014 07:46
(Polak Kız)
• Cumartesi
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29/03/2014 16:10
Fata
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29/03/2014 16:20
(Polak Kız)
Fata, Fata ...
• 29/03/2014 16:37
(Polak Kız)
there is a Teddy Bear:) Hehehhe:) I realized that I haven't send You the pic with your closed eyes

• Pazar
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30/03/2014 05:40
(Polak Kız)
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30/03/2014 05:40
Fata
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30/03/2014 05:49
Fata
what are you doing?
• Pazar
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30/03/2014 14:14
(Polak Kız)
Just missing You ...
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30/03/2014 15:27
Fata
Were you in 1500 metersquare yesterday??
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30/03/2014 16:07
Fata
i heard there was an Erasmus party
so i thought you would be there and i didnt go there
actually i didnt go anywhere
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30/03/2014 18:43
(Polak Kız)
Of course I went to 1500 club:)
Olaf
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30/03/2014 18:46
Fata
I was also planning to go there but thanks god
i didnt
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30/03/2014 19:03
(Polak Kız)
Its your choice
I think You don't know what You want from life. And You don't respect what You have in life.
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30/03/2014 19:06
Fata
I know what i want and i respect everything that i have in life, but i dont know what tomorrow brings and i got sick of living thinking about it
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30/03/2014 19:07
(Polak Kız)
OK:) I wish You all the Best in your life
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30/03/2014 19:09
Fata
thnx... i feel like stabbed in the heart... it is not because of you but because of me i know. i think i should visit my friends to chat.. maybe it will make me feel good..
• Bugün
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02:06
(Polak Kız)
Fata, I really would like to believe what You say, but for me more important are deeds, actions, how You behave to me. And I really didn't like your behaviour after U left me. I didn't like the way You left me in general, and when You left me after we made love first time, and second time. You wrote that life always gives You impossible choices- but You choose always what is more important to You. And I accepted fact that I am not enough important in your life. You know when I felt stabbed in my heart?- when You told me that You choose your friends,etc, and that You have no feelings for me. Yes I know I was just your joke, that's why You left me sooooo easily and later You had fun with those girls in clubs. You really don't understand that You were my heart. And I don't like when You play again with my feelings- especially when You know that I have so strong and real, beautiful feelings for You.
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02:31
(Polak Kız)
Why You are sending me this picture with Olaf if You know that You don't want be warm with me and you are not going to hug me? You know I want You in my arms sooo badly- You see- You play with my feelings...
It hurts...
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02:46
(Polak Kız)
You don't know the pain of broken heart... but You know how to break heart... ;(
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03:07
Fata
Please dont tell me that i am playing with your feelings.. that is the last thing i want to do.. you are really special for me.. i have been with some girls.. but i never had the same things with them like i had with you.. you dont know the importance of yourself for me.. you just believe what you want like i do what i want..
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03:12
Fata
You dont know how i am holding myself not to come to you and hug you...
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03:21
(Polak Kız)
That's just words- I don't believe in them.
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03:26
Fata
Why are you always sending messages at this hour??
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03:29
(Polak Kız)
I can't sleep... just I am thinking to much about You... and I don't want this, because I know there is no sense when just I am in love and You just had fun with me... Wrrrrrrr!
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03:31
Fata
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03:32
Fata
I didnt just had fun... that s the point that you dont want to believe
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03:32
(Polak Kız)
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03:37
Fata
Good night sweetheart...
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03:40
(Polak Kız)
Now I am not sure about who You really are. I am just upset that I gave You my heart with full trust in You, and You broke it. But I want to thank You that You set up so high standard for other men. It will be hard to find someone who will brings out of me beautiful love like You did. But I believe in Love even after You broke my heart.
• 03:46
(Polak Kız)
Fata- You will stay in my heart forever

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03:47
Fata

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03:48
(Polak Kız)
You know I really want to kiss your face, eyes, all your body. Fata- ok. I don't like when You play with my feelings. Please don't hurt anymore.
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03:53
Fata
You are always saying the same thing... :@
If you want i will not write to you...
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04:02
(Polak Kız)
Anyway You will do what You want I told You I respect your decisions, because I don't see any sense to fight for Your love when You have no feelings for me. You know You didn't treat me well- I didn't deserve that bad attitude from your side.
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04:07
Fata
You know what?? I feel like my heart is breaking into thousands pieces right now.. i wish we didnt meet rather than having and living all these pains... anyway writing how i feel right now is pointless coz i know you will not believe...
• Bugün
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12:25
(Polak Kız)
This pain is the effect of your decision. I've send You sms- maybe You change your number. I wrote that its so difficult to forget You and all the passion that You touched me with , kissed me with and made love with. Forgetting about You its like saying: "Fata- forget the taste of your favourite fruit- apple". It's impossible!
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12:39
Fata
My number is the same,,i got the message.. yeah you are right. This pain is because of me.. x(
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13:08
(Polak Kız)
Fata- as I said You set up very high standard for other men to get my attention, but because You treated me heartless, with indifference, and very cold- especially after each time we made love, now You don't reach the standard that You set up in my mind for a Perfect Man ... Your attitude for me were sooo cold.
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13:09
(Polak Kız)
And still is