40 günlük sevgilim az önce bu mesajı attı

iyi akşamlar... sana bu yazacaklarımı yüz yüze söylemeyi çok isterdim ama buna vaktim yok. biraz önce eski sevgilim reşat aradı. telefonu açmayacaktım ama ısrar edince açmak durumunda kaldım. onun sesini duyunca onu unutamadığımı farkettim. zamanında beni aldatmış da olsa onu hala seviyorum bunu anladım lütfen sende beni anla. seninle onu unutmak için çıkmamıştım gerçekten senden hoşlanıyordum veya öyle zannediyordum ama bu gece farkettim ki ben hala reşata aşığım.sen çok masum bi insansın seni kandırmak duygularınla oynamak istemiyorum. bundan sonra beni arama hatta bu mesaja bile cevap verme böylesi ikimiz içinde daha iyi olacak. reşatla bi ilişkiye başlamak üzereyim ve bu ilişkiye zarar vermeni istemiyorum. hoşçakal... ''

10 dakkadır ağlıyorum.ne yapacağımı bilmiyorum panpalar.tek bildiğim onu deliler gibi sevdiğim. arayıp geri dönmesi için yalvarayım mı yoksa sineye çekip unutmaya mı çalışayım?

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