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0lm ßaqhın ßén alti yhashimdhan ßéri yhaqhishiqhliyhim. hémdhé n0rmal yhaqhishiqhli falan dhéqil ch0qh yhaqhishiqhliyhim... qhuchuqhqhén aßilér ;shén ch0qh chanlar yhaqhachan dhérlérdhi ßi shiqhim anlamazdhim. 0rta0qhuldha ßéndhén ßuyhuqh lishéli aßlalar héph qhénardha shiqhishtirir yhanaqimdhan 0phérlérdhi ;shén nédhén 5 yhash dhaha ßuyhuqh dhéqilshin dhérlérdhi utanirdhim. lishédhé h0cha shinifa én yhaqhishiqhli érqhéqhqi vhé qhizi sh0rardhi, héph ßén chiqhardhim ;qhizlar shéni ßéqéniyh0larmish; dhiyhé ßana laf atardhi ßén ishté érqénliqh halléri mal qißi qhalirdhim. hayhatim ß0yhuncha yhéni 0rtamlara qirdhiqimdhé adhimi ßilméyhénlér ßana yhaqhishiqhli, hisht yhaqhishiqhli; dhédhi. univhérshiténin dhaha ilqh qunundhé shinifa qirdhim 0turdhum, étrafa ßaqhiniyh0m. iqhi tané qhiz ßana ßaqhiph ßaqhiph quluyh0lar él shalliyh0lar... néyhshé ishté dhaha aqhlima qélméyhén ßir shuru ßénzér shéyh yhashadhim. n0ldhu phéqhi? q0tum qhalqhti, ch00l taqhildhim, ßi zaman sh0nra qhashmayha ßashladhim, inshanlara ch0qh iyhi dhavhranmadhim. sh0nuch? ßaqh ch0qh shamimi sh0yhluyh0rum 0mru hayhatimdha dhaha qérchéqh am shiqhméyhi ßiraqh q0rmédhim ßilé. dhishardhan;artisht; dhiyh0lar am ushtundhé q0t shiqhiyh0dhur phich dhiyh0lar ama ßén dhaha ami q0rshém, q0rdhuqum an ß0shalirim. ßi qhiza nashil chiqhma téqhlif édhilir falan inan hich ßilmiyh0rum, chunqhu ßana héph qhizlar téqhlif étti (hatta ßirini dhé rédhdhéttim). yhaa ishté vhaziyhét ß0yhlé... shimdhi ch00l ch00l taqhiliyh0m téqh ßashima. 0zét: ch0qh shamimi sh0yhluyh0m uzulméyhin. héph dhuyhmuyh0mushunuz aq ßi qhizin quzélliqiné ßaqh ßidhé yhanindhaqhi tiphshizé bhq lafini? firshat ßu firshat, 0 tiphshiz shiz 0lun ! érqhéqhté yhaqhishiqhliliqh 0némli dhéqil, faqhirshén qhafayhi chalishtir pharayhi ßul, ßirdhé yhaphtiqin shéyhdhé ßasharili 0l qhi qhash quchun yh0qhsha sh0shyhal quchun 0lshun. qérishi fasha fish0. dhéliqhanliliqh, vhéfa, dh0shtluqh, qurur ßunlar yhalan. aqzin laf yhaphshin, yhuzshuz 0l, yhavhshaqh 0l, néshéli 0l. 0téshi yh0qh.

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